Most of us live their lives in deep denial of reality. As Searchers of Truth, we are opposed to that fact, but in psychoanalytic theory, it is a psychological defense we all use at times to reduce our anxiety when it feels particularly disturbing.
I lost you early Sunday morning, that is a fact, that is a very disturbing fact, that fact is causing me a lot of anxiety.
Time heals all wounds is what they say, and I will get over this eventually. But I’m not there yet. I’m nowhere near a point where I can continue to live my life, without missing you every second of the day with every fiber of my body.
Our time was to intense for that, the story of our beginnings to glorious, and the flame of our love burned to bright.
Maybe denial of reality is exactly what I need right now to get on with my life?