Matthew 26:69-27:5: “The dark night of Jesus’ trial reveals his disciples at their worst and Jesus at his best. He comes to us, reveals our faults, and offers a chance to repent. Will you turn to him or to others?”
5am. At least I’m making progress. Today I slept already till 5am without waking up and searching our bed for you.
Thanks to the many pillows you made us buy, I now have something to cuddle, while I’m trying to clear my mind of the thought circling in on you and how you might be holding up.
Is this as tough on you as it is on me? My chest grows full of regret, when I think about how you must have felt on that morning, how lonely and lost I have left you, when there was no one to shelter you from the world…