“My heart is broken from not knowing where You are and what You do, and for not talking to You for what feels like the longest time since we met for the very first time.
I can only assume that You don’t want to talk to me, and that leaves an excruciating pain on my soul that is almost unbearable.
There is nothing that I wish more right now then to be able to hold you in my arms and feel your head on my chest.
I hope You have a safe place to stay for tonight. I will not be home tomorrow if You want to avoid me, but nothing would make me more happy than a sign from You and to see You whenever You are ready.
I love You, forever…”