3am in the morning

It’s another sleepless night in our bed without you, such an unpleasant feeling, that keeps me up all night long.

I sleep from time to time, sure, but every turn that exposes your missing presence, every pillow that is cold due to the lack of your warmth, makes me wake up again. Like mother or father wake up if their little one is gone, wandering off at the night.

“This whole situation is very difficult for me to phantom. One moment I have a girlfriend who loves me more that everything in the world, and a couple of hours later she stops talking to me and moves everything out of our apartment. My heart is broken beyond repair, I have no idea what to do. Should I keep texting, keep fighting for her to come back to me, or do I have to admit defeat and accept that I lost her forever?”